Monday, August 30, 2010

why??

okay, so i'm on leave today (ponteng sekolah) and currently at home right now..everything has gone well, except for the results -.-' haha..me n farah are doing great (relationship la!) and we're looking forward for our 8th month annie. yeah i know 8th month is not that long but dont worry, we'll make it last forever! 

so, things are fixing up right to the way it should be after a year of topsy turvy! with nazran joining the force of good after a fierce battle with evil..haha. nope, i'm not lying..u guys might think happy endings dont happen in reality and it does to me..what better way to end your days of koleq than to have your friends back right by your side, again. for you who havent known yet, izzat and i are back together with our old friend nazran after series of blog-fights..LOL. and to thought that izzat has an ego the size of the milky way galaxy, he sure has the heart to forgive people too..

after going through 4 weeks of disastrous headache, finally the battle of SBP trial has ended..many  have died (or unable to survive) going through all the pressure but many have gone through successfully and conquered the hearts of the invigilators. we changed our mighty swords (or in this case, our pens) a few times as to obtain a whole victory in writing essays. the pen is our sword, for the ink is our blood!

after the trial was over, we had a full week relaxation and were permitted to go back home to join our family members to tell them bout our victory in the war..this was a chance, for me, to strengthen up my relationship with farah amalina, whom i had left for about 4 weeks or so..oh how i miss you so much at that time..to know your news across the country only once a week was painful enough and i just cant stand to be hurt that long until raya! we texted like crazy after the great 'war' and you were so happy to be able to contact me whenever possible..

i still remember about our plans to get married by the time we are erm..27. by then, i should acquire enough money to support us and our family. kids? dont worry, we also made plans for them..but it all depends on God the Almighty..May God bless us and our relationship, honey. yeah we also got into a few fights. haha. due to boredom..we didnt know what to do and you asked for a fight..no need dear for if it were meant for us to be in a fight, there's no way of escaping! but we found solutions to each and every of our little 'quarrel'..hey, who says being in a relationship, you must be all lovey dovey 24/7! we tried to maximize it for as long as we could. 

then, this weekend i went back..and now i'm currently at home. and you went to KYS..i was quite jealous of what you said to me bout that kid but no i'm not worried..coz i know you'll never leave me..kan sayang? jealousy is a good feeling cause it shows how much you love and care for anything..yourself, your partner, your friends and family..anything, and everything..but i dont get it why you must switch off your phone until this coming friday when you know i'll go nuts without you..okay maybe there's something you wouldnt want to tell me but it's okay. as long as i know that you love me.well, i'll be counting the days of going back for raya though i'm not even back in koleq yet! and i'll go crazy not knowing what to do everyday till friday..

owh yeah, i forgot to tell, during my days of battling in the SBP trial, i came across two songs that reminds me of you and..nope, only you, farah amalina..haha..ok2 i know these songs are a bit 'lapuk' but hey, that's me. i dont like to listen to songs whenever others are crazy bout them..let me just put the lyrics..at the end of the article.

to izzat rahman and shahrezal shukri, also to el and im..okay fine i didnt put your names at the post-it note in my locker. so, this is the new and improved one..

"chip, SBP trial is history, and now you should put yourself in hand for the next war..the battle of the future.. SPM..remember 

Allah s.w.t
umi, abah, jiddah and the rest of the family
farah amalina =)
cagers, and your best buds
Sir Liew
abg ise and aunty ana
teachers
everyone else that cares..

i'll make sure i'll do my SPM properly, InsyaAllah!"

okay, so this is dedicated to my one and only farah amalina
you know i love you and i'll always do!

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.

I don't feel so alone. I don't feel so alone. I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

and 



Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
Your never gonna be alone!
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world on,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

Ooooh!
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world on,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

I'm gonna be there all along the way
I won't be missing one more day
I'm gonna be there all along the way
I won't be missing one more day

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